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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Absolutely crappy today.

It struck me as pretty ridiculous to be Miss waiting-for- nothing for fooling whole month and to stand on your own looking hopeful at the bright sunlight and says " the sunlight will not blind my eyes!!!!!!!" , alone . Fools. Can I bang my head against a tree?? I did it once more and this time.. pretty dreAms got nicer each time and attempting to suck me into deeper disappointment and waits and emptiness, false hopes and paranoia. All hell break loose in all direction , against u !

What's happen?

That 's is a million dollars question!

Freaking Busy In office . struck in cubicle and suffering from carbohydrate -disorder. Eat fruits salad i made the previous nite instead . Yum , kiwi , apple, korea mandarin orange!
Those intimatating (braindegrading) drugs dossiers for me to screen
Those nasty comment written 3M tags I had pasted all over the dossier and deem them to da*n rejection fate.< wropp ! Send them back to applicant!)
Poor Quality and clinical Evalutor aka pharmacist aka regulatory scientist shall get bombard by my out of the sudden queries, "pls spare me from getting more problems!" to them by picking mistakes n mistakes , ducked away my dossiers and hopefully I will be more merciful to poor drugs ..
Stop arguing that I shall be lenient or literal
stop snatching screening from RTO as they will have 0% screening duties, no more ambiguous toking of RTOs, in fact ambiguous toking is a kind of courtesy among people and conflicts and dumberwit don't know that .. ahahaaa

My advance new year , christmas resolutions, here I go:

1) stop my monstrously binging on chocolate royale cheesecake or some sort

2)reduce the circumference of each thigh by 1 1/2 inches

3)workout three times a week ....denise Austin " Oh! I 'm So PROud of u !!!"

4)Whenever my plans meet with disaster, manages to pick myself up, go out on the town, and "voila!!!!!", tell myself it will be all right in the morning, no more paranoia or else i shall get some Ketamine 10mg/ml injection to induce short term amnesia and 50mg/ml to produce anaesthesia,100mg/ml to induce long term amnesia and anaesthesia.

5) sing better ,better lung energy, going to rulez as "Queen of all KTV"

6)permanent doomed quest for self-improvement

7)lascivious, yet patronizing leers, no no , no more flnch, no no to ruminate on my own undesirability

8)end of quest as a interview Queen, no more flip flop flatulent in stomach
9) Take things as it's stride and the next thing is forget everything and laugh over HOhohoh, No more flinch

10) be flamboyant outside but try not be a flaggor

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